it's CNY eve, which means school has started for about two weeks. i tell you the workload is WOW! i cant feel more alive than this.
basically, my freak ong is in with me for this. we're signed up my our teachers for every supplementary lessons, every remediations, every tests and everything you can think of to aid us in our studies. LOL. the first week was overwhelming but the second one was more lax. i will only reach home at earliest, 1030pm everyday. and for your info, i wake up at latest, 5am every morning and sleep at earliest 130am. just too much work to bne done to fulfill my curfew from my DA JIE-Darryl to sleep by 12am. BUT... i am trying to adjust to fit into in, cause, my body is the temple of Christ. yea.
i cant feel more alive than this man, it's tough and seems mission impossible for everyone, which includes myself, but i just know i cant be closer to God than now. i know if He doesnt turn up in my everyday life i would be doomed! SERIOUSLY! He's just so great! and every night, i will only sleep when i've heard from Him in my quiet time, cause i need Him every single second of my life. i can truly understand what Darryl was experiencing with God in her adolescence days now. she said, she knew if God doesnt turn up everyday in her life, she'd be doomed. just like me now!
recently i've received so weird responses from my pals.
from one of my good friend from church: total ignored. i think she's angry with me which puzzled me, but i still love her very much , don worry. i know God will handle it.
from the freak and blur cork ang: lots of love during CNY. LOL. they bought CNY goodies to my place! really appreciates them!
from my pal, ah meng: "you're the one who have neglected me" (in a joking tone) lol. i thought it was really funny, cause it sounded really gay to heard it from him. HAHA (no offence)
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Thursday, January 08, 2009
SUN is Powerful!
woohoo, school's reopening in 3 days time. i've decided not to waste my youth at young! (as what Darryl has prompt) so i'm going to act cute and tie two pony tails to school to try it out for the first week of school. HAHA.
oh no, one disaster, i haven't even written my name on my hols homework! dead, i'm going to be so dead. God, i guess you're laughing at your irresponsible YEO XUE NI right now and thinking, "don't pray to me to help you. I won't." LOL. okay, got to really work hard from now on. (though it was what i usually say and still not done)
another plan: to form study group with mugger meng and some of our other friends? like, Jeff? people who are interested, please call me. HAHA. why form study group? cause i want to be good girl and obey God and Darryl's words. plus, i want my breakthrough with God and i still need to rise up man!! yea.
some words for thoughts now. the interview of Sun two weeks ago really impacted me. i tell you, it inspires, motivates and most importantly, it made me, this famous procrastinator, work!! LOL.
Sun: "i get really frustrated when i fear."
yea. me too
Sun: "the people in Hollywood are really really hardworking, creative and talented. they are all passionate in whatever they are doing. so we got to be humble and learn from them."
yea, even top music people who are so talented are working really really hard for their passion, the more i should be because of God!
Pastor Kong: "how do you feel after you read those comments from the critics?"
Sun: "it depends on when i read it. sometimes i get angry and other times i laughed at it."
Sun: " initially i got really upset by them, but i just told myself i couldn't care about it. i only need to account to God."
well, her faith really impacted me. not even her husband that she tries to please, but God. and she's definitely not any hypocrites. she's really frank.
Pastor Kong: " some members would like to play a part in the humanitarian works that you are doing, but they are afraid they will have no time for it. how can they help?"
Sun: "well, you'll always make time for what is important to you."
oh yes! that is it man! powerful statement! yea. stop all procrastinations.
jia you Xueni! i can Ace my A levels!!
oh no, one disaster, i haven't even written my name on my hols homework! dead, i'm going to be so dead. God, i guess you're laughing at your irresponsible YEO XUE NI right now and thinking, "don't pray to me to help you. I won't." LOL. okay, got to really work hard from now on. (though it was what i usually say and still not done)
another plan: to form study group with mugger meng and some of our other friends? like, Jeff? people who are interested, please call me. HAHA. why form study group? cause i want to be good girl and obey God and Darryl's words. plus, i want my breakthrough with God and i still need to rise up man!! yea.
some words for thoughts now. the interview of Sun two weeks ago really impacted me. i tell you, it inspires, motivates and most importantly, it made me, this famous procrastinator, work!! LOL.
Sun: "i get really frustrated when i fear."
yea. me too
Sun: "the people in Hollywood are really really hardworking, creative and talented. they are all passionate in whatever they are doing. so we got to be humble and learn from them."
yea, even top music people who are so talented are working really really hard for their passion, the more i should be because of God!
Pastor Kong: "how do you feel after you read those comments from the critics?"
Sun: "it depends on when i read it. sometimes i get angry and other times i laughed at it."
Sun: " initially i got really upset by them, but i just told myself i couldn't care about it. i only need to account to God."
well, her faith really impacted me. not even her husband that she tries to please, but God. and she's definitely not any hypocrites. she's really frank.
Pastor Kong: " some members would like to play a part in the humanitarian works that you are doing, but they are afraid they will have no time for it. how can they help?"
Sun: "well, you'll always make time for what is important to you."
oh yes! that is it man! powerful statement! yea. stop all procrastinations.
jia you Xueni! i can Ace my A levels!!
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