wooh, time flies. i am turning 20 this yr. from a inferior, low self-esteem girl, evolving to a lady. yup. i realise this journey is definitely not easy and the future will be tougher. ppl will not to as kind to you anymore as there is an expectation now. the friends who you thought and said will be there for you always, they will prove to you that they will not. we all start growing up at different pace and we soon develop different ideologies and level of thinking. and the gap will only get greater and differences too. and soon ,we realised that we can no longer be close frens.

however emo the post may sound, there is a good news (whether you want to take it as one), which is, we will all learn to make new frens. new set of friends who will support you and encourage you. no matter how much you may hate to leave those old frens, we all have to move on. i'm don mean we are so heartless to abandon those old frens, but we just have to move on yet remembering the good memories. yup.

eventhough i am burdened and troubled, i trust in my God. =)