Brotherly Love

yesterday night when she's struggling so hard to force herself to study for her bio exam, her bro called. they started chatting and stuffs.

super weird, she actually told her bro everything. about her past experiences and the "secret" between Uncle and her. this is the first time she really thinks that her bro had "grown up". he showed maturity in the conversation man!! haha. surprisingly, when she told him about all, he didn't give much comments nor lecture her, instead, he was really patient and understanding. he told her not to worry about BGRstuffs right now as nature will take its course. also, he don think she's ready for all these. yea. that's what she thought too.

he also told her not to worry about money. he knows very well that she wanted to buy a notebook, and that's the main reason for her to step into society so early. but somehow, she thinks she gets alittle distracted and lost her sense of direction in life. the last time she can be really assured to tell you that she will be able to get back in track in the shortest possible time, but now.... she just don have these confident. anyway, her bro told her that he will try his best to fork in some money to get her a notebook, even if she doesnt pay a single cent.

yea. because she's not working right now, she giving herself a 'cold turkey' towards Uncle in order to continue the rest of the walk in life. this is one of the greatest challenges in her life as she thinks she is a really clear-minded person, but unfortunately, being killed in the relationship area. she's just too soft towards people. her bro told her that her the best point about her is that though she's naive and innocent, she doesnt get influence and go astray by others. yea. she really like what he said. it's a trust and faith that he puts on her and she really cherish that.

Bro:"i think you're really nice to people. like no matter how much hurt they
have got you into, you will definitely forgive them which is something
i won't."

yea. and this is really stupid. that's her weakest point. too emotional, always allowing emotions to have control over her. what ever it is, her bro just end by telling to really realy bear in mind this two:

1. your main task now is to study hard and beat all the stupid bitches in your class.
2. after acheiving no.1, work really hard for notebook.

yea. he told her to be really focus. this time round, she really felt the brotherly love and was actually very touched. "kor, thank you."