i see this as a long-term investment. just spoke to Darryl after cgm. i realised she has more faith in me than i do for myself. she kept imparting faith into me that i'll definitely be a great leader and i can feel a seed of vision to be a leader in my heart. most importantly, the investment i am talking about is "sacrifice". many things are just not the right time now and the only thing i should do is WAIT, which i think can be quite frasutrating, but this is just how God stretches me. how can i go if He hadn't told me to? confession really helps in conviction. i told Darryl, " i am very clear now that i still have so much room for growth, i do not want anything, especially this issue to stagnent or hinder me." after saying that, i was like, wow? was it really from me? yea, God will put His words into my mouth. i am affirmed that i'll be a great leader. ultimately, i trust God of our friendship.
yea, Easter is coming!!! woohoo!!! i'm going to invite all my classmates man. i really hope this will be a life changing easter for my family as well.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
i learned something new
ok, just had my CGC meeting with DA JIE- Darryl, it was another convicting experience. She practically blows me off each time we meet.
she taught us how to pray, lead and have balance in life.
yea, i think i'm not being very wise to try to follow-up on the whole world with the abusement of my "unlimited SMSes". just do whatever God has callec me to is good enough, basically, don't be a busybody!
yes, i got to really plan my schedule. i have a week of hols, how am i going to fully utilise it with BALANCE? this is really challengings especially i still have the SIMUN to attend for full three days this march hols!
oh yes, updates on AH MENG's birthday celebration! though i didnt manage to hand him his present on that day itself, due to some annoying reasons, but i guess God had planned it. this chapter still ended off beautifully when we really took special care to protect it.
he asked me, "are you scolding me because you're angry or because you love me?" yea. he really means sense to me this time round, i have learned something new...
she taught us how to pray, lead and have balance in life.
yea, i think i'm not being very wise to try to follow-up on the whole world with the abusement of my "unlimited SMSes". just do whatever God has callec me to is good enough, basically, don't be a busybody!
yes, i got to really plan my schedule. i have a week of hols, how am i going to fully utilise it with BALANCE? this is really challengings especially i still have the SIMUN to attend for full three days this march hols!
oh yes, updates on AH MENG's birthday celebration! though i didnt manage to hand him his present on that day itself, due to some annoying reasons, but i guess God had planned it. this chapter still ended off beautifully when we really took special care to protect it.
he asked me, "are you scolding me because you're angry or because you love me?" yea. he really means sense to me this time round, i have learned something new...
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Thanks for Your Affirmation, God
sorry guys, my blog is not dead yet, just kinda busy lately.
recently i've been kinda invloved in organising events and playing leadership roles. it is not necessarily, "oh, i'm given this position to lead", but it's more of, "i want to inspire".
yes, i wasn't given any leadership roles in school, but i still bear this attitude of wanting to inspire.
just spoken to DA JIE- Darryl on sat, well it was really affirming. somehow i was affirmed once again of the things God has in mind for me-academically, spiritually, in relationship, in friendship and at home.
she had thought me to listen to people's voice and people's hearts without asking them, but just by observing. yes, this is kinda CHIM. lol. i mean, she didnt directly teach, but she just told me stories behind each person that we'd discussed and it was what i've learned and concluded from there-"learn to listen".
next thing is "balancing" i ought to have a balance in life, which i know i'm not really good at, somethimes. so she told me not to be over-helping, which i think i often will. ok, i'm learning and progressing. cant wait to see how God will transform me into this time round. HAA. He always surprises me!
and, special thanks to Van jie jie for being me my connect group to support me through. she's really one of the reason for me to hang on. she's constantly there to encourage me when i felt defeated. i told DA JIE, "somehow vanessa and i know each others' heart eventhough we don't talk to each other much" yup. i felt connected to her and feel so "sister" with her. probably one of the reason is, she really resembles me sister a lot. haha. i think she will make a pair of great friends with my sister. lol.
okay, in five days time it'll be our dearest AH Meng's birthday!! i am so excited. it is as if it's my birthday. lol. cant wait to present to him the present which i've searched for almost three weeks. ha. Sat will be a great celebration togehter with his cg members!!
recently i've been kinda invloved in organising events and playing leadership roles. it is not necessarily, "oh, i'm given this position to lead", but it's more of, "i want to inspire".
yes, i wasn't given any leadership roles in school, but i still bear this attitude of wanting to inspire.
just spoken to DA JIE- Darryl on sat, well it was really affirming. somehow i was affirmed once again of the things God has in mind for me-academically, spiritually, in relationship, in friendship and at home.
she had thought me to listen to people's voice and people's hearts without asking them, but just by observing. yes, this is kinda CHIM. lol. i mean, she didnt directly teach, but she just told me stories behind each person that we'd discussed and it was what i've learned and concluded from there-"learn to listen".
next thing is "balancing" i ought to have a balance in life, which i know i'm not really good at, somethimes. so she told me not to be over-helping, which i think i often will. ok, i'm learning and progressing. cant wait to see how God will transform me into this time round. HAA. He always surprises me!
and, special thanks to Van jie jie for being me my connect group to support me through. she's really one of the reason for me to hang on. she's constantly there to encourage me when i felt defeated. i told DA JIE, "somehow vanessa and i know each others' heart eventhough we don't talk to each other much" yup. i felt connected to her and feel so "sister" with her. probably one of the reason is, she really resembles me sister a lot. haha. i think she will make a pair of great friends with my sister. lol.
okay, in five days time it'll be our dearest AH Meng's birthday!! i am so excited. it is as if it's my birthday. lol. cant wait to present to him the present which i've searched for almost three weeks. ha. Sat will be a great celebration togehter with his cg members!!
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