Thanks for Your Affirmation, God

sorry guys, my blog is not dead yet, just kinda busy lately.

recently i've been kinda invloved in organising events and playing leadership roles. it is not necessarily, "oh, i'm given this position to lead", but it's more of, "i want to inspire".

yes, i wasn't given any leadership roles in school, but i still bear this attitude of wanting to inspire.

just spoken to DA JIE- Darryl on sat, well it was really affirming. somehow i was affirmed once again of the things God has in mind for me-academically, spiritually, in relationship, in friendship and at home.

she had thought me to listen to people's voice and people's hearts without asking them, but just by observing. yes, this is kinda CHIM. lol. i mean, she didnt directly teach, but she just told me stories behind each person that we'd discussed and it was what i've learned and concluded from there-"learn to listen".

next thing is "balancing" i ought to have a balance in life, which i know i'm not really good at, somethimes. so she told me not to be over-helping, which i think i often will. ok, i'm learning and progressing. cant wait to see how God will transform me into this time round. HAA. He always surprises me!

and, special thanks to Van jie jie for being me my connect group to support me through. she's really one of the reason for me to hang on. she's constantly there to encourage me when i felt defeated. i told DA JIE, "somehow vanessa and i know each others' heart eventhough we don't talk to each other much" yup. i felt connected to her and feel so "sister" with her. probably one of the reason is, she really resembles me sister a lot. haha. i think she will make a pair of great friends with my sister. lol.

okay, in five days time it'll be our dearest AH Meng's birthday!! i am so excited. it is as if it's my birthday. lol. cant wait to present to him the present which i've searched for almost three weeks. ha. Sat will be a great celebration togehter with his cg members!!