God of my Refuge

i had been feeling sick for the past few weeks. i really hate being unwell. it made me feel weak and helpless.

during cgm today, we sang "my God is greater, my God is greater... God of my refuge..." and i uncontrollably allowed tears to roll down. i weeped. i cried to hard that i couldn't even sing, yet in my heart i'm singing so assuredly, "my God is greater, my God is greater... God of my refuge.."

life really is not an easy course to go through. when i was crying about my helplessness, the girls beside me were crying more aggitatedly than me. i guess they need God's healing too.