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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Back to Self

nowadays, xueni realise that ed doesnt really like to spend time wif her. she felt quite helpless. the other time, she went ed's blog and saw a girl left a message in his chat box. she felt quite sour for a moment. xueni wonder why ed noe her?? so the next day, she tease him and he gave her a 'stop being irritating' look. though xueni don wan to get herself emotionally attached, and that she don have any other special feelings for ed other than friends, she just don like it. she don like ed to talk to other girls. ha. but ed probably just don understand and start to find xueni irritating. ed had been wif her through the darkest days of her life and she probably just don wanna let him go. but wat can she do? she cant do much but to stay at a corner alone, crying alone, live on alone.

recently, xueni had to encounter several prob in her life at the same time. they all just happened all at a time that she cant really handle. at first, she sturbornly refuse to get any help, but now, she know that she needs someone there for her, to rely on, but no one seems to be there for her. then, she start thinking abt belle.

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