June holidays

this is a really busy holiday for her. a holiday is suppose for her to take a break, but she seem even more busy than ever. during the first two weeks of her holiday, there's almost extra lessons every single day. she had 2camps, kayaking lessons, netball training, youth carnival set up, meetings, church stuffs, working and last of all, on the move. yea.

many thought that she's really free or that when she missed some activities, they thought she's lazy or stuffs like that, but nope. she not that kinda person. it's that she's too busy. at times she felt so aimless. yea. and this is also part of the reasons for her absentees. often, she wishes to do all those responsibilities and tasks that many had put on her to the best that she can, but often, she just make a mess. she really wants to show out all her potential and she knows that she capable of doing them, or maybe better. nah. forget it