Coincidence

she no longer fantasise about Uncle. but she cant deny that she misseshim. she will still, often be reminded of him. thinking about him, she started realising something surprising.

about a year ago, she cant remember the exact date, but she is certain that it was last year,she went to Fisherman with Mar and Lynn. Lynn was all excited with her friends as it was her previous workplace. Lynn was introducing her friends and xueni started noticing this man. he looks short, but somehow she was attracted by his back-view. he was standing a distance away from her.

now, recalling it, she realised that that man she saw might be Uncle, or rather, she thinks it's him. it's the same person. oh, is this what people are saying-FATE? if that's the case, can she be assured that they will meet again despite that Fisherman will be closing in this coming sunday and that meansthere's no way for her to see him again. yea. suddenly, she was reminded of a phrase in her compo. she wrote about Uncle too. "other than his name and workplace, she know nothing about this man." yea. that's what she wrote. anyway, he already has a girlfriend.

the irony here is, now, she wish that fate can really bring them back, but at the same time, she dont as she feared that by the time they were brought back together, she will no longer desires him. is this love, or just an affection? whatever it is, she is sure that it will fade away, ya?

if it was fate that brought us together,
then why is it drawing us away too?
is it a ment to be,
or just another prank?
if it was a prank, i will say
i'm not fit for it
cause i've fallen in it and started sinking, drowning
then, you are telling me to get out, it's just a joke.
he was just a stranger before.
one that shouldnt be entering my life,
not appearing in my memories.
but what a big joke you had brought to me,
distrupting my peaceful life,
get me all corked up.
this time round,
i think i've really fallen and drown.