today was arise and build service. it was great man!-awesome! Pastor Kong begin to challenge us to write down an area that we want to have breakthrough in, and this is something dat's gonna change our lives forever. i wrote about staying in JJ for the vision of starting a revival there and create a history there-set a new CCA and be the top student there though it seemed impossible now.
actually before writting, i had 3 things in my heart that i felt burdened for:
- JJC: revival
- JJC: academic
- relationship
but Pastor said only one, the ONE that will change my life forever! so i got to be decisive and in line with God, so i chose the first one. God is faithful, He then assured me that the other 2 desires He have heard it and they will be followed as long as i seek Him and His kingdom first.
He also spoke to me in the area of relationship. He said, "I bless you with whatever you desires but you just got to WAIT". i replied, " let it be done according to Your word". i really want US to be in line with God and not just "Xueni and God's vision" but "Us and God". like, when i catch a vision or a rheme, i hope WE can be enthusiastic and full of faith together and not just "Xueni and herself is on fire". the same applies to myself. if he caught a dream, i want to share the same faith and excitement with him AS A FRIEND, FOR NOW. i really think we must build a strong healthy, relatable, understanding friendship which is consistantly in agreement, sharing the same conviction in this 2 to 3 years of moulding period.
i trust in the Lord. ;P
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