hah, just got back from Halloween Party! I had some fun, but i thought it'll be better if Geo, Gab, John, KS, Vint, Yi Quan, Van, Weilin, Meiyan, Trish, Guoen and Mingjie were there! Greedy me! kinda miss our w372 FULL FORCE, but i have faith, there our FULL FORCE will unite as one on a particular special day, SOON!! hahahahaahhahahaahahaha.

well i think i've caught a revelation today, about renewing my mind as an individual, a friend and especially as a leader!-managing my expectations and God's image.

Please please please Yeo Xue Ni, don't set too high a target for others and expect them to fly there without you yourself reaching there first. LOL. i need to merely, talk less listen more, have a pure love for my friends and that's it! stop guessing people's heart and try to find the right word that will fit beautifully into their hearts like a jigsaw puzzle. i'm not God, this is God's job, not mine. so i got to just stay who i am, a steward, and watch my Master do His wonders! hah. Amen!

my 2nd revelation is about God's image! how wonderful it is to be able to know my Dad more! well, sometimes i do find it hard to "reach-out" or to "follow-up". i guess i was too caught up by all these terms and strategies. Yes, they are good and effective tools acquire by our pioneer leaders to make our lives now easier. but more than a formula, does my heart and soul commits? last time i'll have this "HAHAHA, i can reach-out" thought in my mind once i know a new person and will by all means get their contact. (BUT, i've already repented. LOL) but just how many people have stayed because of this?-NONE!

Come on, our God is omnipotent, omnipresent and omniscient! didnt we know all these? then why do we have to desperately chase after souls and feeling terrible all the time about attendance?! our God is the most attractive Person that we don't even need to promote or advertise! yes, we would love to share the gospel, but not slog through the gospel! people will just naturally be attracted to us and want to know more of "the secret to our successes and happiness" that all bookstore and library shelves hold which will never go obsolete. HAHAHAH. so why be so stressed? Relax! it is important, but do it together with God.

Amen!