"No oxen means you have very little mess in your life but you'll also not enjoy increase, expansion and abundance.
Many oxen mean great increase, but also bigger mess. We must be prepared to clean up the mess people make sometimes- not to complaint about it, criticize them but clean it up. Say sorry for others, put things right and move on." According to Pastor Phill.

thank God for these big messes in my life over the years man! (i sound like a saddist)

i must admit that my heart frustrates, angered, irritated, hurts, cried in pain each time i was sent to the wilderness. and every next wilderness, it get tougher! just like playing some games, i got leveled up! LOL.

however, each time when i cried before God, He patiently heals my wounded heart and allows me to have greater understanding of His heart-He's more interested in my character than my comfort. Because He knows i can be the solution, that's why He had sent me. What a previllage to be sent to the wilderness by God!

Jia you jia you, i will make a difference for my family! =)