Hypocrites!!

wat should she say? how can she actually help them? how stupid can she be? she's just a fool. idiot!

on thursday, her class was up to some "riot". their english teacher was hospitalised so there's this relieve teacher. that teacher kinda unreasonable and arrogant. there's some miscommunication between and blah blah blah. actually it's none of her problem, but as you know, in the end, she still cant stand it, she went and help.

she went to the office and told the HOD teacher, Rahmah. though Rahmah didnt mean it (she thinks) but she's affected.

Rahmah: "are you telling tales?"

"no. the whole class think so."

Rahmah: "you wait for me outside."

(then after a few minutes)

Rahmah: "it's all of you?! do you know the seven of you are those who always give me problems?!"

seven: "no lor! now it's the whole class think so!"

then as you know, no one actually believes them and she broke into a conflict with Rahmah.

Rahmah: "i think all of you owes her an apology."

" i don think so!"

Rahmah: "do you see that, you all just leave like that. it's already not right."

"i know we're wrong, but if we must apologise, i think she should too. she partially at fault."

Rahmah: "did i say you are at fault?! did i say you apologise for what you have done?! it's just a courtesy!"

" i don know lah. i just think she should apologise to us too"

yea. then, another teacher came along, Yee. this goes for an hour or so. they didnt apologise.

that day, she went home and think through it. she felt that, "yea. the rest didn't follow us. maybe they really want to study. i cannot be too self-fish to cause them to have no teacher."

the next day, she went to Rahmah.

"i think i want to apologise on to ms zaidah personall."

Rahmah: "i don know where is she. you should tell mdm rogayah."

(she went to look for rogayah)
Rogayah: " i think she's very hurt. maybe you can buy roses for her AS A CLASS."

"but they surely don want."

Rogayah: "i know you can persuade them, xueni."

"huh. but......"
(the bell goes)

she told peter about it.

peter: " but they surely don want"

"no chioce. i think i lead to that. try lor"

so they told the class about it. they just jeer a little. she thought, they will co-operate tomorrow. that afternoon she went off to work. she called everybody to ask if anyone can help her buy those materials as she'll be working till really late. CH went and help. like even an outsider was willing to help. so she didnt sleep and complete the card.

the next day, she ask them to sign. most from the seven signed. but some other girls,

girls: "don want lah. sign also no use. it's also not form our heart. we'll make her angry again want what!"

Zahrah: "yah lah. xueni, you're being too forceful! they don want then don force them lah."

"but that day you all don dare to say. then now dare to say you not happy.!"
(she felt really bad. maybe they're right. so actually she wanted to stop this and tell Rogayah.)

(end of the english period)
Rogayah: "what do you all have for miss zaidah?"

(xueni stood up, actually she wants to tell her about what the class felt.)

Rogayah: "yes, xueni?"

(telling the whole class)
Rogayah: "i think xueni really have the moral courage to actually come to me. "


(should i tell her? but... like, will i get things worse?)

in the end, peter went and gave zaidah.

Rogayah: " what you all should say to ms zaidah?"

the class: "sorry"

wat the. she thought they very unwilling? now she knows. they don want to get themselves into trouble, den they ask her to do all the job. she just wants to save the class but they just showed her their attitude. how can they ever do that to her? wa. she hates them. self-fish freaks! this time she told herself,

" i don care, i'll try my best to leave man! next time l won't help them. never! i want to transfer!"