Sleepy days

Can you beleve it, she cried in class?!!! during the last period of a.maths, she just burst out while doing her work. tears just rolled down her sleepy eyes. at first she thought that perhaps it's that she strained her eyes too much, but at the same moment when her a.math teacher called for her, tears started rolling down her eyes. it's not about that woman, she just feels like crying. she just feel really really sad. there's no reason to it. perhaps is that she's tired of life, for a moment, she thought it was her telepathy with him, that he is sad. but i thought they no longer share this for quite a while? but she strongly disagree with what that woman said about her study attitude. hey, she have been working really hard to get her 5 A1s and L1R5-max*8pts. she really wished that she could transfer next year to start things afresh. for the past few days, she will go home as early as possible to practice on her weakest subject-a.math, and the result is that she can do quite a few questions which seem kinda tough for her on the chapter-surds and indices, and she will be working on logarithms, perhap, next week? these must be one of the reasons that make her so sleepy these days. she could hardly sleep for 3hours daily. moreover, she will definite wake up between this 3hrs and could no longer sleep, because she's really worried that she might forget what she've been working on the next day as she have been really forgetful these days. so, how can that woman still doubt her? perhaps she was judging her by her results. but xueni is fine with her. she still love that woman.

she had much commitment than anyone else. she's still working long hours. she already has lesser time than anyone else, and now she's working? yea. she cant say that she's not working for the sake of money, but the main reason out there is that she's working in order to study better and also help out in her family's financial area. yea. so people, please don expect her to commit on more stuffs and please give her lesser work. she had even give up on her church, but, one very important thing is that, she still love god.