O Levels Results!!

Yea, i 've gotten my results today. Hmm, kinda bad... It's not up to my expectations though i'm still one of the top. I've gotten for myself 4 distinctions. My L1R5 is 14 and L1R4 is 11. really disappointing man. JC says this is the lesson for being over-confident. Yea, probably so. I think i really got to learn to be more humble. Actually my intentions are just to boost my confidence and put more pressure on myself by confessing my goals out to people.

Oh yes, i'll be on the newspaper tommorrow. Cool right?!! The Vice principal called the reporter as she hopes to share my testimonies to the people. Well, i really feel proud of my experiences and i really wanna thank God for all his love, grace and mercy. Though i may have failed Him and upset Him many countless times, but He's still faithful. Praise the Lord!!

When i've reached school just now after such a long time, i really feel at home. i miss BNSS!! Especilly all the teacher there. Mrs Yeow, Mrs Tan and all of them. Mrs Yeow really understands me very well. She's the only one who knows that i'm very dissappointed with my results though i am one of the top while everyone just congratulates me ignorantly.

surprisingly, i've got A1 for my combine humans!! lol. I've always gotten F9 for it. What a great improvement!! Thanks to that irritating Kelvin Lee and Mrs Fong. yea

New yr revelations??

Well, I've got into TPJC for the 7 weeks trial. Somehow, i don't think I'm ready for a school life now. On the first day of school, i was late for ha;f an hour. Second day late for one and a half hour. Third day, can't even get up for school. LOL. So somehow, I'm kinda lagging in my work. Yea, stress!! It's something I've never felt for a long time. Especially in the area of my acaedamic. Yup, cause it has always been sokmething I'm strong at. Hmm, I've somehow lost confidence in it. However, my passion for studies and scholar have not end.

JC has entered my life, which I'm extermely thankful for. I really feel so glad that he's there to share with me and lightened my burdens. He loves me deeply, so now I wanna love him deeply with all my heart and strength. However, I know I'm kinda sway away with my work and my purpose, but I'll try to get back soon.

Oh and, I MISS U ALOT VAL!!! I really hope that we can spend more time together just like how we do in the past. haha.