Motivated

Haven't been to school for the pass four days. Just received a message from Ee Ling that i've gotten 8/10 for my chem tests and 14.5/ 25 for GP test. though compared to my secondary school's results, these are considered bad, but somehow, i was really motivated and encourage by it. Cause i hacen pass a single one since i enter JC. and one thing i'm glad is that, God indeed is good. He blessed me iwth a very good friend-Ee Ling. Praise the Lord!

Reality Strikes Me

STUDY HARD!!

I've missed school for 2 days already. Well, i've realised i was too naive. yea. How can i possibly concentrate with him around? I'm really troubled. Cause i've always made a promise to myself that i'll make my family proud by being the first one to get into uni. Now, with my horrendous result, i doubt i can even make it for J1, don't even say uni.

Xueni, Xueni, you have to really buck up and be discipline!!

I've decided, i'll set rules for myself. If i don fulfill it, i shall leave and just make sure i get into uni.

RULE #1: must go to school everyday

RULE#2: cannot be late for school more than 3 times in a year

RULE#3: i must pass all my tests. cannot fail more that 3 in a term

RULE#4: must complete all my hw on time, best if i can complete them within that day itself

RULE#5: must fulfill a revision time of 20 hours a week

Wake up my dear!! This place is not your house!! They are not your family!!! Yesterday we went to watch Forbidden Kingdom together with the mum. After the show, i asked her how is it, and she just told me, not so good. Ended. Yet today she was discussing it excitedly with her daughter. I really understand that no matter what, i'm just his another girlfriend. How possibly can i be as close with her just like a biological daughter? So Xueni, stop being naive and buy in their comforting words. They said that just to make you feel more accepted in the house.

WAKE UP NOW!!!