STUDY HARD!!I've missed school for 2 days already. Well, i've realised i was too naive. yea. How can i possibly concentrate with him around? I'm really troubled. Cause i've always made a promise to myself that i'll make my family proud by being the first one to get into uni. Now, with my horrendous result, i doubt i can even make it for J1, don't even say uni.
Xueni, Xueni, you have to really buck up and be discipline!!
I've decided, i'll set rules for myself. If i don fulfill it, i shall leave and just make sure i get into uni.
RULE #1: must go to school everyday
RULE#2: cannot be late for school more than 3 times in a year
RULE#3: i must pass all my tests. cannot fail more that 3 in a term
RULE#4: must complete all my hw on time, best if i can complete them within that day itself
RULE#5: must fulfill a revision time of 20 hours a week
Wake up my dear!! This place is not your house!! They are not your family!!! Yesterday we went to watch Forbidden Kingdom together with the mum. After the show, i asked her how is it, and she just told me, not so good. Ended. Yet today she was discussing it excitedly with her daughter. I really understand that no matter what, i'm just his another girlfriend. How possibly can i be as close with her just like a biological daughter? So Xueni, stop being naive and buy in their comforting words. They said that just to make you feel more accepted in the house.
WAKE UP NOW!!!
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