See you at Stage 9! ;)

yea. kind of getting the rhythm to lead a fruitful life again with God. definitely walking with God isn't necessary the easiest way, we've got to give our time and our best. well, i'm willing to sacrifice my "issac"-M.Y.

this man has an attractive child-likeness in him. he can really behave like a little boy when you get close to him. his silly-ness is something that makes him so special. he is a very determined and focus person who constantly renew his mind to be on track with the Lord. furthermore, this determination of his often influences me to want to be focus with my walk with God too.

however, i finally come to an understanding that no matter how much i love to hang around with him, i can't. it will distract me from my walk with the Lord. i need to redirect myself to Him and love Him with all my heart, mind and soul.

though there was this feeling of "it's you!" in both of our hearts, but we clearly know that we're not ready. so all we can do is just to leave it to God, whose plans will be much greater than what i can think or imagine.

"if it's yours, it's yours", said Darryl

yes, i trust the Lord. it's because it's the Lord that i've handed it to, therefore i shall be double assured that all things will be made beautiful in His hands. for He knows my heart and my desires.

like what Ming Yao has been consistantly reminded me of,

Stage 1: i met him
Stage 2: Carol helped to lift me
Stage 3:
Stage 4:
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Stage 8/9: we might met again if it's God's will. He has wiser plans. so trust in the Lord!

definitely this is quite painful, but like what Pastor Tan said, we've got to have discernment in us-the gift of the Holy Spirit to see things which is unseen with our naked eyes.

Exercise my gift of the Holy Spirit! don't let it turn rusty!! :)

now my priorities:

#1: God!!! :)
#2: Family
#3: studies (God's purpose for me)
#4: losing more weight. LOL
#5: money $$

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