Seeking God in Times of Need

Finally, i've managed to sort out my thoughts! it wont be able to hunt me or cause me to be defeated anymore! also thanks to Geo for listening, really appreciate her. =)

for the past 2 weeks, many thoughts have been in my mind, most are what will isolate myself with people and God. many times, i'll just give myself the mind power to think positively or to remind myself of God's promises in my life, yet i know that my heart had been corrupted by all the thoughts of defeats.

however, He is really faithful in times when we're faithless!

God of my Banner, He comforted and cheered me on when i'm really down and depressed. i no longer depend on which ever powerful preacher's motivational sermons or which ever leader's wise advice to light up a little candle of inspiration in my heart for the engine to move. i merely seek after the Source of my Strength, Himself.

i've realised, those sermons can only lead me to new revelations, inspirations or even excitements, but i got to understand, the preachers are just man, our Big Boss' servant. i cant depend on the sermons alone to lift me up. the most important thing i've missed out is to seek Him, the source of ALL revelations, inspirations and excitements, in my tent!

in 1 cor 1, a heading wrote, "Sectarianism is sin"

bringing this in line with the sermon that was being preached during cell 2 weeks ago, about "do i take more pride in the church i'm worshipping at, the zone that i'm in, the cell that i'm in, or Christ?"

Now, a question from me, "do i depend more on the sermon that a particular all-time-favourite dynamic preacher is preaching or the source of the preacher's revelation, our Mighty God?" yea, start seeking God for directions and comfort!

Amen! =)