My Dream

i got to really STEP OUT!

i received double impartation last weekend. hah, as i went for both weekend services and was being prayed for by Pastor Kong twice! hah. since i was being prayed for, i will receive an impartation, so got to obey and use it wisely!

the sermon was about Dream...
it seems like a double affirmation that God wants to assure, for my disbelief and uncertainty, so He planned for me to attend the same sermon twice!

actually, i've dreamt about it since i was a kid, probably 8 or 9? i always thought i was being a copycat of my sis' dream, so as i grow up, i thought less of it. probably i AM quite shy about it, eventhough i appear loud and out-going, i am actually quite shy and have a BAD stage fright! hence as i grow up, ill be embarrassed to mention this fream to anyone, because i was uncetain of myself and the future living for it. i guess, since God has called me to step out, eventhough He didnt utter anything more then just "be an entertainer in the Asian industry that is as reputable and respectable as A Mei", i just got to have an obedient heart to obey. one thing that Pastor Kong say really strike me, "even if there is no CHC, no future or luxurious life, i still feel honoured to just be able to walk with Jesus!". i was like, "WOW!" eventhough i'm still too young to own a heart like that for Jesus, but i want to have a heart that's after Him.

Cant wait for the transformation! oh yes, my dream is to be an entertainer, especially to sing! =)