be satisfied

people come and go? yea? all she friends did. don know why, had this, "being used" feelings.

for the past few days, everything's alright. i mean, she's often left alone, but she don feel lonely at all, instead kinda satisfied with her life. though there were still little little problems, but they don hinder her at all. yea. maybe she've learnt, to be satisfied and also, because she knows that her heavenly father will be with her wherever she goes. at times, she will rank up the past too and she cant help, but to be a little emotional. she thought to herself that maybe she had trusted the wrong guy. including the person who knows her secrets. she was kinda regret for teling him. she shouldn't have told him. looking at her path of life, she feels that she's really filthy. she carried so much stains with her. it was her wildfulness that stained her and that she probably had to carry them with her for the rest of her life. however, she trusted the lord. the bibble says," if you confess, he is faithful to forgive you and to cleanese you from all the unrightousness." she told herself to have faith and wait. yea. maybe this is the only way that she can console herself to move on. and that's how she become satisfied.