I'm HAPPY

i guess I've figured it out for myself of what's lacking in me that makes me feels my life isn't the fullest! i used to vaguely think it was probably lack of friends, money, night life, entertainment, family, not performing academically, or even ah meng's disappointing responses. however, i've never once doubt God about this.

it's my mind and heart. they are not in line, which causes double-mindedness and di-vision as what Pastor Tan had preached about. its really simple, it's just a change in your thoughts-filtering away the bad ones.

recently just realised that i've really neglected God by overwhelming myself with relationship issues. sorry God.got to really make it up for God.

i'm happy now. like, though this month is really tough for me-no $$, relationship issues, learning self-control, best/good friends transitions and haven revise J1 work at all, but God is still the best! i'm still joyous. praise the Lord!

during our thanksgiving cell meeting last sunday, it really prompted me to want to do more for my cell.

best cg member: my new good friend, Pearly
most spiritual: Yi Quan
most cheerful: my good friend, Geo
most courageous: Joseph
most faithful: my partner, Kiat
most encouraging: ME!! lol

i was very surprise they voted me as most encouraging, cause i don't think i've done much for them. (so got to really buck up) oh ya, and i lost my good friend, Geo by one vote for the most cheerful award. HAHA. don't worry, i won't kill her. very happy for her, cause i voted for her too. yea.



hello ah meng, are you reading this? i wanna tell you i know you're learning to be gentle to me now. though you didn't tell me, but i know your effort. cause you've realised how nasty you've been to me. LOL. don't worry, i know your heart. good job so far. i really appreciates it.