MJ joked: "wa, maybe next time you'll become my sis-in-law!"

wow, time really flies!! it's approaching Christmas again!! woohoo! every Christmas i'll hope to invite my friends to the church and watch our world-class drama. LOL. just last year, i've brought Val. but unfortunatly, she left as i left. however, i know this year is not going to be the same. it's going to be the best Christmas ever.

just talked to MJ and Darryl yesterday and realised how a weak Christian i am. sigh. it's not that they said it openly, but through the conversation that's what i felt about myself. i'm supposed to be old and experienced enough to take GOOD care of myself. like, i've not been under parental guidance since 14 years old, ya? but i'm still not rational or practical enough to think of the consequences or monetary issues before i make any decisions. yea. really thiknk that i should learn to be more practical and stop dreaming like a little girl.

MJ: "the only way for your family to get out of the cycle of poverty is for you to get your degree."

yea. totally agreed!

as for with my pal ah meng, they suggested us to go SLOW, however i hope we wont distant too. as in, don intentionally avoided each other. i still want to be in contact and know his heart. LOL. greedy me.

MJ joked: "wa, maybe next time you'll become my sis-in-law!"

LOL. eh....................... i think i'll be quite a stressful thing. HAHA. no offence, but you know. this family is my spiritual leaders. haha. don think too much, just leave it to God. yea.

stay happy XUENI and ah meng!! love God much much more!

looking forward for the breakthrough that is coming soon!! yea. jia you.